unsaid but hopefully well written

a new year's eve has never meant a lot to me.
last year I watched Harry Potter and The Goblet of Fire while people were doing the countdown.
this year I decided to watch Spiderman 3 because I'm in love with Harry Osborn gahahahahahaha

I don't think I have to do anything different for new year's eve. Going to somewhere else where everybody are doing the celebration is not my choice. I'm not against them, but I think there is something more important about new year, and it's not only about the change of the year, the celebration of it, the new resolution...

no. New year means we have again passed another past year, we are getting closer to an end

it's scientifically proven that this universe does not last for ever

New year means I have left a year-chance to be a better person and I will face another chance to be one.

So, when the new year's eve means nothing personal to me, then a new year means a lot for me. Another chance to change...


happy holiday, fellas.

I missed my high school friends so BAAAAAAD!
although we have a photo where we can post anything (even nonsense comments) on facebook it doenst feel the same
although we chat or send SMS still it doesnt feel the same
although it is holiday I know I can not meet all of them in an occassion eventhough I forced myself to go to Bandung
although I missed the times when we were together I know I can not turn back the time

home is not where you lived but it's where they understand you - christian morgersterm

I said that a friend is not a person who always want to know about you. A friend is someone who understands you and always be there for you whenever you need. however far away you separated

I decided to change my template
well, I will add some of my favorite things later

as I've promised, I'll share about my favorite thing... this one is a movie based from a book. I've read the book (if I'm not mistaken) after I watched the movie for the first time and until now, this is still one of my favorite movie ever.

I'm not watching movie as much as I read books but I really like this one. I have watched this maybe for 5 times and never get bored. I love every part of the chocolate factory it's amazing! Later on, I realize that Tim Burton was taking part in the movie. no wonder the movie is soooo WONDERFUL :)

actually, I wish the factory is real


happy holiday, fellaaaaaas!

heeeeey I've been doing this recently : BLOGWALKING. hahahahaha

tadi baca DUA blog orang (satu punya temen, satu lagi punya temen ade gue) terus tulisan di blog mereka ituu.. soal yg romantis-romantis melulu dah. ckckckck. no offense ya. I've wrote about that subject too actually, tapi biasanya I prefer to keep that on my diary :) kadang pengen deh ngejadiin blog itu tempat curhat beneran.. tapi ga tau males juga nulis soal hal-hal private. hihihi

people have their own choices anywaaay

oh yaaa kawan. jangan lupa berkunjung ke PAMERAN ARSITEKTUR INTERIOR UNIVERSITAS INDONESIA ANGKATAN '09 yaaaaa di Lobby FTUI starts 10.00 am to 3.00 pm. yang ini HIGHLY RECOMMENDED. oke oke banget soalnya. gue udah kesana hari ini. too bad I forgot to bring my camera (as I always do anyway) so I can't take pictures... maybe I can share some later

hmm, about the list of my favorite things, I will write about that later. I'm busy listening too hit the lights and watching bambino! hihihi

have a nice LONG HOLIDAAAAAAAY fellas!

sebagai mahasiswi di Universitas Indonesia (zzzzzzzt!), gue harus mengakses SIAK-NG untuk melihat nilai gue. dan beginilah hasilnya -maaf ya gambarnya jelek :



setelah itu dengan bahagia gue ganti status FB menjadi :


lalu kakak kelas gue di SMA yang sekarang kuliah di arsitektur juga tapi beda univ ngomen seperti ini ke gue :


lalu gue bertanya-tanya siapakah Tadao Ando inii? well I went googling right after reading the comment and found out that Tadao Ando is an architect from Japan who had never formally being in an architecture school! WOW! that's amazing. komentar gue :


hihihihi..
for those readers who want to be an architect someday, architecture school is indeed a hard phase. but this guy had prove that being an architect is something that is possible!

SMSan sama Ina is another favorite thing of mine. Ina adalah temen SD gue yang pas SD malah nggak gue kenal sebenernya. I have mentioned about her in this post actually.

text messaging session with Ina is actually my stress reliever recently. I can reply hers on the way I wanted to ^^

I've posted some example here. but this is another example:

fitri : Ngg. ini ud d jalan plg. tmen gw curhat dadakn td jd gw tmenin. cerita lgkpny bsk dah..
ina : okh.okay lah. sip dah. ho hi ho ha ha teknik plg gaya alalahh
fitri : sip na. arsitektuur.. ars ars ars
ina : metal! hua! metal metal metal!
fitri : naaa..mdh2n nyokap gw kg marah dah gw br plg. tekiim. tekim tekim tekim
ina : yaudah. blg aja ada urusan keluarga. mesin, ah cpek ah

yah pokoknya begitulah.

oh iya gw menemukan lines bagus dari TV kemaren pas mindah-mindahin channel nggak taunya kepindah ke Naruto. trus gue dapet lines ini :

Naruto : sepertinya aku tidak mungkin membawa Sasuke kembali saat ini karena ia telah menjadi sangat kuat
Kakashi : Kau tinggal menjadi lebih kuat lagi saja, kan?

I'm not a big fan of Naruto. I don't even read the comic or understand the plot. but listening to those lines, well... I just like it!

another line from the song "Someday" by John Legend. This song has been my favorite ever since I knew the lyrics. This is my favorite line :

...for today/My eyes are open/...

I actually found another lines from Grey's Anatomy. FYI, watching Grey's Anatomy is my mother's recent hobby. I pick these lines when she was watching one of the episode of GA.

we only see what we wanna see
and believe what we want to believe
and it works
we lie to ourselves so much
that after a while
the lie start to seem like the truth
we deny so much
that we can recognize the truth
right in front of our faces

well that happens so many times to me. happy holiday theeeeeeeeeen!

hmm.. sebenernya hari ini gue nggak libur. harus ke kampus. kan pameran hari terakhir. Yes, I supposed to leave the house at 8.15, but I want to have an escape.

last night I was writing on my diary and found out that I already solve my problem just before I fall asleep. alhamdulillaaaaaah =D

I want to share about another favorite things of mine. I love rain. I know, everybody loves rain. Suka bau rumput/tanah pas lagi hujan, suka suasana mendungnya, suka semuanya. Banyaaaak banget orang yang suka hujan. Malah gue udah nemu DUA novel yang isinya tentang orang yang suka hujan.

Hujan bikin gue terlalu melankolis sebenernya. But I like it. The cold feeling, the drops of water out of nowhere, the gray sky. Kadang-kadang gue ngeliatin aja hujannya. Bagus juga kalo hujan gue nggak usah kemana-mana. Berarti gue bisa menikmati me-time di rumah.

Hujan juga bikin tidur pulas kan kawan-kawan. That's another reason ^^

I always want to build my own home with a balcony where I can spend time watching the rain while drinking a big cup of hot chocolate or chocolate milk and listening to my favorite songs from my iPod. Thank God You brought me here to an architecture department!



see ya fellas. please fill in the chat box, hihihi... I'm all new for that thing!