unsaid but hopefully well written

today was... thrilling. deg-degannya pertama kayak nunggu kelulusan ujian univ dulu <-- lebay terutama pas nunggu reviewernya. dan HARUS TAU YAAAAA gue dapet giliran pertama gara-gara kalah suit -__-" I decided to post some pictures since I'm lost at words to describe. besides, I can't feel so relieve right now, I still have a design report and a portfolio to be submitted on...

SEKALI KALINYA DEH GUE PANIK BESOK MAU PRESENTASI!AAAAAAAAARGH! ...

please don't let the mood turn off :'( please please pleeeeaseee GodI'm worrying about one big stuff with small, unimportant reason. Don't let me stray ...

but I guess I should show you this kind of thing.colormekatie.blogspot.com is one of my favorite blog, especially because Katie Sokoler, the artist, is so creative and always doing things in a fun way. this is her new experiment. I mean, click hereI was doing the same on my profile page. and so does one of my friend. Since the status update box...

my stress-o-meter level rise it's almost 100%pleaseeeee I feel like I'm lack of inspiration right now. Guess I really have to start doing something. anything. ANY SINGLE MEAN LESS THINGS.gotta go now, wish me luck anyway ...

this is probably a post, dedicated to a someone specific, again, who may not read this. but I have to write it since I don't really have guts to tell it to the face.hey friend, it's been a long time since I see you as someone who has the high spirit to conquer the task. We are all in a deep pressure right...

haaaaaaaaah gatau harus ngejudulin apa. lagi super hectic buat final review tanggal 29 Desember nanti. Dan sejauh ini gue baru mulai bikin maket site. Mau nonton princess hours dulu nih. besok baru mulai gambar. Btw, sampah banget ini udah lama gak nulis malah ngalor ngidul gak jelas.hmm...alhamdulillah satu masalah gue sudah terlalui. tapi ya tetep yang kemaren, disadarin aja soal rapuhnya sesuatu tanpa...

bener-bener butuh diary. super butuuuuuhhhhhh!gatau kenapa (oh well, sebenernya gue tau kenapa sih) tapi karena beberapa alasan yang tidak bisa gue jelaskan atau bahkan ungkapkan, gue merasa galau semingguan ini.i know that to feel is to choose, but I guess something has caught me off guard and make me feel like I was in my lowest point of life.untungnya adalah buat gue, nggak...

I value a friendship. I really do. Guess I have wrote that before here.Kali ini gue dapet pelajaran kalo temenan yang dasarnya cuma seneng-seneng, bukannya saling menerima dan memiliki tujuan yang sama itu rapuh. Ya. Rapuh. Kira-kira kayak styrofoam yang dipotong pake cutter yang nggak tajem. Nggak percaya? Coba sendiri. (oke kalo mau coba beneran kalo bisa pake styrofoam yang 1 cm ya....

barusan buka-buka tumblr dan menemukan postingan yang sudah lama. yang pernah di reblog sama temen dan sebenernya gue tulis karena sedang berusaha untuk ikhlas. untuk bersyukur pada semua yang sudah dihadirkan dan merelakan apa yang benar-benar tidak bisa dijangkau.ada yang hilang... entah apayang jelas sesuatu yang sepertinya hilang itu, gue nggak mau kehilangan selamanya. Mungkin niat, mungkin tekad, mungkin motivasi untuk menjadi manfaat......

so I have entered a summer school contest. It will be hold in Montreal, Canada.to know more about people from the other side of the world has been my biggest dream. It gives me a thrill, just to think of it. This might be a once-in-a-lifetime experience so pleeease, help me to make it comes trueclick here and vote for my profile page...

"Never forget what took me a lifetime to learn: You have only one heart, be true to it."be true to the heart is really not as easy as to build a bridge for today's presentation (pardon me for the randomness, just can't help mentioning the task here)I was wandering on my tumblr and found this quote which strikes me real hard. Meanwhile, I...

i decided to post about some random things floated in my mind recentlysudah nonton iklan nutrilon beluuum? jadi pertamanya gue kira itu film August Rush, taunya bukan, and just like that it becomes my instant-favorite commercial ever (setelah jamannya iklan conello = )) bisa diliat di sini videonya. it is a worth watching anyway, padahal iklan loh! dan kenapa nggak gue upload? karena...

lack of motivationini adalah post cepat di antara dua tugas metoper sambil makan malem (ya, makan malam pada pukul 01.02 dini hari). yang jelas gue tidak terlalu merasa lack of motivation karena gue orangnya nyantai aja men. apa yang ada dikerjain kalo capek ya istirahat.lack of faith... walaupun sangat takut, tapi gue merasa kalau nggak dijaga benar-benar lama-lama apa yang sudah dibangun sejak...